Should I begin with an overused long and heartfelt SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED FOR SO LONG (with any readers to whom this might make sense sure-to-be migrated to more active pastures), or just get on with it?
Here's a short story I wrote for a contest by an American Islamic organization. Bit cheesy by the end, I fear. Had to tie it up quickly. I finished and submitted it bleary-eyed at about three minutes to deadline at 5 o'clock in the morning (and then the next day I found out that they extended the deadline another fifteen days, go figure!). Worst thing is, I'd known about it for weeks. But there you go, I should be majoring in procrastination, not law.
So. Do read, and let me know what you think.
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Here's a short story I wrote for a contest by an American Islamic organization. Bit cheesy by the end, I fear. Had to tie it up quickly. I finished and submitted it bleary-eyed at about three minutes to deadline at 5 o'clock in the morning (and then the next day I found out that they extended the deadline another fifteen days, go figure!). Worst thing is, I'd known about it for weeks. But there you go, I should be majoring in procrastination, not law.
So. Do read, and let me know what you think.
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Who Speaks For
Islam?
The auditorium's lights glowed under the night sky, stars above
only dimly visible in the city heavens. On either side of the glossy table onstage two
women faced off, a third in the middle acting as moderator. The banner on the
backdrop screen, framed on either side by proud unfurled American flags, announced:
FACE OFF: ISLAM & AMERICA – TOO DIFFERENT? GCN Debate –with
Arlene O'Carn & Salwa Abed
Television cameras and a rapt audience encircled Arlene, Salwa and
the moderator in this modern vision of a gladiator's coliseum. They were
sparring with the modern gladiator's primary weapons: words. Only one,
however, seemed to be winning.
"First off," Arlene was saying to cheers from the crowd,
"we don't need you so-called moderates tellin' us we don't need to fear
the fundamentalists. Who says you represent the greater Muzlum community
anyway? For one, where's your, uh, garb?"
As Salwa across from her, curly-haired and bright-earringed, took a
breath to reply, one of the few women actually wearing hijab in the audience exchanged
a frustrated glance with her friend Fatimah, who was similarly attired. "Is this woman serious?"
"Quiet, Aliya," hushed Fatimah. "She's
replying."
"Just because I don't wear hijab doesn't mean I'm not a
Muslim," Salwa said firmly. "That's beyond what you have the right to
say" –
"Do you pray five times a day?" interrupted Arlene.
"I…" Salwa started, helplessly – and Arlene pounced.
"Funny how often those two happen to correlate. Y'see,
Katie," said Arlene O'Carn amiably, turning to the moderator, "I've
got no problem with Muzlums like Miz Salwa – just the ones whose practice
of their religion prevents them from assimilating into our greater Western
society!"
Salwa attempted heavy-handedly to reply, but the damage had already
been done. A man in the audience clapped and whooped. Aliya shot him a glare.
But the damage had been done; the whole auditorium began clapping, and no
amount of glaring could shut them up.
"So now, as long as we don't practice our religion,
we're fine? This is pathetic," muttered Aliya to her friend. "I have
to say something…
"THIS IS BIGOTRY!" she shouted, cupping her hands around
her mouth, but her voice was drowned out in the cheering tumult. Arlene smiled
and nodded, lapping up every minute of it. Salwa was frowning, slightly slumped
in her seat. "Why doesn't she fight back?" Aliya demanded directly
into Fatimah's ear, who winced. Katie, the moderator, soon brought the crowd
under control. While Salwa did the best she could to make up for her earlier
lapse, the smug smile never left the corner of Arlene's lips.
"Well, we're all out of time, folks," Katie said finally,
turning to the cameras, "thank you for attending this week's Debates by
GCN. Don't forget to tune in next week to resume this interesting discussion.
Thanks for watching, everybody, and goodnight!"
The two women onstage shook hands with each other and with the
moderator. Behind her smile, Salwa appeared to be gritting her teeth. The
lights dimmed, and as the TV show music played the audience began to file out
the back. Aliya stayed in her seat, arms crossed. "Are we waiting for
something in particular?" Fatimah inquired after a few minutes.
Without answering Aliya got up and started down the stairs, towards
the empty stage. Fatimah caught at her sleeve. "What're you doing?"
"I just – I wish could go backstage and give that woman a
piece of my mind! Both of them!"
"Come on," Fatimah told her firmly. "Out."
Aliya shot her another glare, but allowed herself to be steered outside.
They emerged into the bracing night air. The crowd had dispersed,
mostly students heading back to their dorms.
"What is her problem?" Aliya began, unheard by anyone but
the long-suffering Fatimah. "I don't understand it. Obviously we all know
what kind of a no-holds-barred Islamophobe Arlene O'Carn is – but for the
Muslim to capitulate like that in front of her? I just hope she does better
next week.
"Who is she, anyway?" she gestured to a publicity poster
they passed. "This Salwa Abed. I've never even heard of her. Where
do they get these people?"
"Well," said Fatimah, lagging behind to eye the poster,
"she's Arab-American, she's written books… A couple on the bestseller
lists, it says!"
"Yeah, I bet she has," Aliya dismissed as they continued
walking. "One of those, 'oh look at me, I'm a Muslim but I'm just like
you' stuff. I'm telling you. These days, being a Muslim and having a Muslim
name is worth a lot more than it used to be, if you're willing to shill
yourself properly."
"Sounds like you've given this some proper thought,
Aliya," said Fatimah, grinning. "Is this a new career path we should
expect for you?"
Aliya rolled her eyes. "Yeah, right. I don't blame her,
really, it's easy money. Never mind that she's not actually practicing. Never
mind that making her some kind of poster child for American Muslims is
deliberately misrepresenting us – and Muslims worldwide."
"You know," said Fatimah, "some people might
disagree with you on that. The 'we all sin, so it doesn't matter' crowd…"
"I know, but that’s not the point. What I'm saying is, the
more people like her, who prop themselves up on TV announcing themselves as the
'real women of Islam', just gives more opportunity to everyone else to label us,
going about our normal business while just happening to cover up our hair and dress
modestly however the heck we choose to and actually practice our religion, as
crazy extreme fundamentalists! It's not fair."
Fatimah was used to her friend's rants and had sportingly allowed
her thus far. "Well, why don't you do something?" she put in, once
Aliya took a breath. "You get yourself all worked up for nothing. I've
heard all this a billion times: why this, why that. The question is, what are
you going to do about all of it?"
"I don't know – that's the problem."
They stopped, suddenly, as a van pulled out in front of them. From
the back of the building several figures emerged, and trudged down the lawn
towards it.
"Is that…"
"The moderator," said Fatimah. "And crew, probably. Want to say something?"
"Sure," said Aliya.
"Okay, go ahead. Tell her."
"You tell her," whispered Aliya. The van had
continued past them; the people were almost to the van doors.
"Fine. Um – Miss Katie!" Fatimah called, waving her hand
as though in a classroom, and they hurried over.
"Yes?" Katie said. As they came up, she fixed them with
one of her screen-worthy smiles.
"Well – we just wanted to tell you what big fans of you we
were" –
Katie's smile widened as Aliya elbowed Fatimah in the ribs.
"Why, thank you."
"But we'd also like to say," Fatimah continued, with a reproachful
glance to her friend, "that we were very disappointed in the way the
debate was presented."
"First of all," Aliya put in, "we didn't think at
all that Ms. Abed was a good selection as a representative for Muslims."
"I'm sorry you feel that way," Katie said diplomatically,
"but we felt that, due to her status as such a successful author and
speaker…"
Aliya snorted. "You can ask any Muslim. I'm sure that plenty
certainly won't agree that she's in any kind of position to speak for
Islam."
"Well, who would you suggest?"
"Um…" Slowly, Aliya was horrified to draw a complete blank.
"I suppose a more appropriate question would be, who speaks
for Islam?" Katie asked again, with that fixed, bright smile of hers. For
the first time in a while, Aliya was finding herself at a loss for words.
"We gotta move, Katie!" shouted someone from the van, and
saving her.
"Sorry! Thanks for taking the time to talk to me. See you next
week, then," said the moderator, turning to go with another double-wattage
smile.
"Looking forward to it," murmured Fatimah, and Aliya's
heart lurched in knowledge of her own sore lacking.
They were back in their dorm by now, in the cluttered and dim
living room. Fatimah was perched on the couch; Aliya paced back and forth.
"We don't know!" Aliya said,
gesticulating and practically shouting. "That's the problem! Who speaks
for Islam? We have no idea!"
"You keep 'speaking for Islam' that loud, Roya is not going to
be very happy," noted Fatimah, peeling an orange.
"Don't say her name too loud, she'll hear you," said
Aliya ominously, glancing towards the closed door. Fatimah wordlessly extended
Aliya an orange slice.
"No, thanks… God, why didn't we – why haven't we thought about
this before? Where are our leaders?"
"Well, Roya is president of the Muslim Student Council" –
"Yeah, right."
A muffled indignant noise came from behind a closed door, and Aliya
stopped her pacing just long enough to direct a not-very-contrite "Sorry,
Roya," towards it.
"Parties and dress-up," she continued in a lower voice, "you
know what I think of her leadership. And I'm not talking students here,
Fatimah, I'm talking about people who could actually hold their own against
that Arlene lady."
"One of the professors, then. We've got plenty of people who
should be up to it within Islamic Studies, at least."
"Oh, really?" scoffed Aliya. "So who do you have in
mind? The radical from Yemen, or the mole from the State Department, or the guy
who spends half his time snorting incense and twirling around to voodoo chants?
Or the woman who does?"
"Not sure they're voodoo chants, exactly…"
"Voodoo, Sufi, whatever."
"Not very respectful, Aliya."
"Fine. Sorry. All I'm saying is, not many people would take
them too seriously either. And then" – if possible, the rate of her pacing
increased. "That's not even the central point here! I'm not talking about within
our college, though now that we've brought that up, sure, we are in crisis
mode and we don't even know it. But setting that aside – I'm talking about the
wider community. Big time. Muslims as a whole, the religious community, the
Ummah! Where are our leaders? Where have they been, where did they all
go?"
She stood there, arms outstretched, breathing hard with impassioned
effort.
Fatimah then observed dryly, "Aliya's Philosophical Musing of
the Day Number 7762," and got started on another orange.
"I'm not kidding, Fatoom," said Aliya sternly. She sat
down next to her to nick a slice. For a few moments they sat chewing
thoughtfully.
"I know," said Fatimah. "I'm not either. In fact, I
think I might know a member of the faculty who would do a great job against
Arlene."
"Really?" said Aliya, turning to her. "Who?"
One week later, once again the auditorium sent its glaring light up
into the sky, and Katie the moderator swiveled her chair round to beam at the
camera almost as twinkly. "Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to the second
round of our debate with Arlene O'Carne and Salwa Abed!"
Dutiful applause smattered as they both came out. Fatimah, craning
her neck left and right, didn't bother to join in, and sighed in relief when
Aliya eased into the seat next to her. "Is everything ready?" she
hissed to Aliya, who nodded.
"We'll just wait for the Q & A session. I talked to Katie.
Everything's set."
Forty minutes later, the debate was ending. Aliya, both in
nervousness and frustration at what was going on onstage, had ripped the
program to shreds on her lap. Once again Salwa had failed spectacularly, and
that maddening self-satisfied quirk adorned the corner of Arlene's mouth.
"We will now have our Q&A session," said Katie,
"starting with… yes you, sir, in the blue shirt…"
The man labored to his feet; his hair was graying, he had a paunch,
and he shuffled a bit taking the microphone. Self-consciously he cleared his
throat before starting. "I'm, uh, Evan Cornell." The room took a
collective breath of zero anticipation. "This is directed to Arlene. I
just wanted to say…"
"Yes?" said Arlene, leaning forward faux-attentively.
"I just wanted to say what a disgrace to our American spirit
your espoused views are, and how ashamed I am to count you amongst our ranks as
an academic," said the man, his voice suddenly, irretrievably, hardening. Arlene
was visibly taken aback. "As a public figure, you should know better. Your
fear-mongering and saber-rattling are doing far more harm than good in this
country, and I just wanted to say that we, as a country and as individuals,
have had enough of it."
"Yeah!" shouted someone far off. The applause built and
rumbled to a crescendo, and Arlene looked horrified.
"Stop it!" she shrieked. She got to her feet, teetering
on her stilletos. "How dare you accuse me? You're – you're one of them!
You're a Muzlum! I'm gonna sue" –
"If anyone is punishable to serve some libel claims, it would
be you, Ms. O'Carn," said the man, "and actually, I'm not Muslim at
all, though I have the greatest respect for the Islamic faith, and for Muslims." He took a
quick look to where Aliya and Fatimah were seated. "I don't count myself as belonging to any
organized religion, but I feel the need as a human to stand up for what's right when my fellow humans are being prejudiced and discriminated against."
"Well, in that case," stammered Arlene, "I'm sure
you'll like it just fine when Sharia creeps over to rule the land! I'm
sure" –
"I'm a constitutional law professor here at the university. Once it gets overruled, I'll let you
know," said the man dryly, to laughter.
"I think that'll be all," said Katie, visibly grinning,
"thank you all for the lively discussion…"
The music blared over Arlene's continued protestations; in the end,
she was hauled bodily off the stage by her own bodyguards. Aliya and Fatimah
made their way to Evan, with difficulty – surrounded by well-wishers as he was
– to give him their profuse thanks.
"So," said Aliya, as she and Fatimah made their way out
afterwards, "successful as that was, I still think we need someone to speak
for Islam who is actually Muslim. I wonder who it should be…"
"If you think I'm going to say it should be you,"
retorted Fatimah, "you are mistaken. You've got a long way to go – keep
that temper in check, for one."
They laughed, together.
"Hey, towelhead!" someone shouted. Aliya's head whipped
around instantly.
"Don't," Fatimah cautioned. But someone had already got
to him – there was a helpless squeal and two people broke through the crowd,
one holding the guilty party in some kind of headlock.
"Apologize,"
he ordered.
"Sorry," the other managed wheezily, and once the man had
let go stumbled away.
"I'm not Muslim either," the man said gruffly, "but
we all have a duty towards each other."
"Thank you," Aliya told him, and meant it.
"We're going to have to do some Qur'an distributing, I
think," she said to Fatimah as they continued walking. "Spread the
knowledge."
"'We'?" said Fatimah.
Aliya winked. "You bet."